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Jan. 6th, 2010


[info]edlynng

And you all said it wasn't canon <3



[info]edlynng

Oh god i love Johnny's Countdown.

Because it gives us gems like Arashi singing a spastic Kanjani 8 song <3:



And of course, since Arashi was singing a Kanjani 8 song, Kanjani 8 sang an Arashi song too!!! 



One Love. In Ranger suits. I died. What the heck was with the wings??!?!?!

And in Johnny's, nothing is impossible. Heck, you can get away with wearing a freaking Osaka Dome on your head as a hat and get your fans all worked up:



And even better, you can fly around in circles mid-air and- okay look not very cool and more OMG WTF YOU'RE STUPID reactions but hey, the higher ups even ALLOWED it to be performed. Like wth man:



Takki: YEAAAHH!! WOOHHHHHHHH!!!! *FLIES AROUND IN CIRCLES*
Johnny Juniors: *BOUNCE BOUNCE* YEAHHHH!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Water Fountain: PSSSHHHH
Fans: KYAA!!!
The rest of us watching it at home/on our laptops: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH OMG HE LOOKS SO STUPID.

The next time i choreo something, i am ADDING THIS STEP IN:



It's so spastic. It's a very normal typical random move but how the heck they make it look so freaking HILARIOUS is beyond me.

And well, In Johnny's Entertainment, no matter how old you get (these two are like freaking in their mid thirties okay), you can get fans to die of KYAAAAA by doing things like this:



See, i can handle Taichi (black dude) doing it because he's a sort of funny dude. But KOICHI. KOICHI. KOICHI WHO TAKES HIMSELF TOO SERIOUSLY AND PERPETUALLY HAS A STICK SHOVED UP HIS ASS (and also SOUNDS like he does) doing it is just painfully funny.


When Ikuta Toma showed up to sing, i DIED of happiness okay. I'm not a particuarly HUGE ASS Ikuta Toma fan but this his like rare once-a-year-only appearance as a Johnny's member. Other times he is just Ikuta Toma the Actor but at countdown, he dons his official role as a Johnny's Junior and SINGS. AND DANCES. like OMG. LOL. (yes min, if he does look familiar, he's the other guy who is not oguri "monkey-boy" shun in HanaKimi)

But what really made me grin and grin and grin was seeing all the sempai and currently popular Johnny's Groups backdancing while MATCHY was singing and i was like OMGAWD THIS IS SO COOL. Watching the big shots like Taichi and even Koichi dancing together with Jun and Nino and Ohno and Aiba and Sho and the Kat-tun people etc. all for their senior and looking like they are having the best time of my life made me go DAWWWWW <3



so kewl <3

And on a parting note:



*snigger* Let me wait for this episode of AnS before i squeal about this gif properly XD

[info]x_cadillacblues

tick tock, on the clock but the party won't stop, no

Dinner and gift exchange with the Raviolis was a refreshing change as we hit the middle of the week, with four days remaining to the new semester. I got a mannequin-jewellery-holder; it's gorgeous with a pink gown - what I've always thought of getting but never gotten down to it. Thanks Janet! ((:

What's remaining of my holidays:

1. Salvation Army with Grory and Vicky
2. Walter's airport sendoff
3. Cindy's FYP experiment
4. Dinner with Ying Lin
5. Dye my hair
6. DEP +2 - 1 at Grory's house

I would have liked to have "Spend time with Timmy <3" on there, but he's in Hong Kong now, and we haven't had a single proper conversation since he touched down yesterday morning. How am I supposed to do the long-distance thing when communication is so unreliable?

Jan. 5th, 2010


[info]arakkon

onethousandtwohundredsixteen: i wan ur argly, i wan ur dizeez!!!!

so!!!! 410 day :D



note the breast grab



rabbit hair, courtesy of nat



back from a long day out with leon after meeting frances for coffee in the morning :D i finally had my XIAO LONG BAO!!!!!!!!!!! at paragon's ding tai fung so that was the bomb (and also a lot of chinese words strung together hahaha). got stuff for jae nina florent konstantin and dragged that around to the post office and then HORROR OF HORRORS!!! cineleisure. augh. still haven't completely washed the stench of lian off me, but suffice to say leon and i emerged victorious with a stack of hilarious neoprints ahaha. the things we do to spice life up, honestly

packing has begun and tmr i'll be dhl-ing some crap over first. somehow it tickles me knowing that my belongings are going to reach london sooner than my person ahaha

Jan. 3rd, 2010


[info]tzeee

"I know this is an over-used joke but: Hope you seattle in smoothly."

Photobucket

We were strolling along the main street of the university district, lined with an electric mix of cozy coffee houses, rustic bookstores, flashy fast-food chains, and attractively designed boutiques. The weather was a surprising warm snap, (when i say warm I meant you can wear a couple layers and shrug on a sweater without freezing your ass off) and we were just done with brunch at a quirky sandwich shop- delicious turkey cranberry on wheat for me. And I turned to Lide and commented,


"I may be speaking too soon but I think we're gonna miss this place when we leave." )

[info]sirath

516: Glazing Over

Fuck the system, because it is always fun to say that. 

I wonder if there is any Real Feeling on this planet. 

And if it will rain like Hell tomorrow. 

I would like to believe in all sorts of things and people, just need to make sure they're invincible. 

Living forever is just a great deal of silliness and not an ounce of sparkle is there in it. 

Hold the grit, yes, leave it right out on the doormat of that nasty neighbour of yours because there is no place for it when you're looking out of those damned rose windows. Thump once, still solid. Thump twice, no change. Contemplate punching through until you feel glass sliding into, under, around your skin. Wonder how long and bad the damage might be. Shrug it off and slip into a old melody.

There's a frown upon your brow, a coldness to the coffee and that newspaper is a Great Wall of China, don't I know it. I think I'll skip a track, wait for the rasp, the electric shivers, the living lust. OhGodOhGodOhGodDon'tEverLetItStop. They never disappoint, ditch the doubt and rev the engines, blasting down some road to everywhere and liberation is roaring in your ears. Strip Down and Suit Up. Whatever is the lay of the land out here.

Escapism is too easy to be sweet. It has no taste. Take the bitter and the bad, choke on it Now Now Now before you can regret taking up the job of Court Jester and Fool. The pay is bad and life is shit but there isn't much better. 

If you can't live with apathy and hospitals then you will damn well endure all else that you ask for. Your sincerity is never questioned and therefore a complete lie. I don't lie with my tongue but everyone else seems to. Watch those eyes, some faceless figure in the back of my skull says, watch them. 

When the time is right, take a dagger from each iris and carve yourself a reason. You can't buy another man's reason from 7-11, you can't get if off eBay, you can't, you won't, you don't know how. Carve, carve, carve. Slice it up real fine and sit back, downing that hellfire and wondering where the fuck you really are. 

[info]arakkon

onethousandtwohundredfifteen: :D :D :D!

so this is what i've been up to these past few days

spent loads of time with my favourite men (and all my favourite friends)



accidentally made one of them cry



saw old, old friends





slutted it up by the pool





found my sexy face



and another



had a belated jackson tribute



cheated on my eurasian fiancee with another eurasian



and moved on to a chinese. we put the noodle in canoodle~



mastered the art of Extreme Jump Shots





slept in the arms of my favourite men




got my nigger on




finally had a decent photo




celebrated too soon re: photo





damn why don't we have kboxing photos. now that was the bomb. my best friend's is now en route to chicago and i miss him already but i'm not worried. this is intercontinental love y'all.

well i apologise to those on my flist that had to live through that, but i'm not sorry at all!!!!!!! heehee okay now off to the legend for another LEGEND.. wait for it.. DARY!!!! night :D

[info]sirath

515: Depravity Knows No Bounds

I've heard all the hype, read the reviews, attempted not to hubba hubba over the posters in public and praying for The Good Stuff. They Brings It in Sherlock Holmes. (Although I've had a thing for Law since watching The Wisdom of Crocodiles anyway and Downey Jr has a talent for making smarmy so utterly sexy)

Perhaps at some point in the near future I will write a review proper, from the Perspective of A Highly Critical and Devastatingly Clever ex-Literature student's point of view. But for now, the fangirl is in the pilot's seat. 

And she is rather gleeful at present. But also very frustrated. 

I love how the movie Holmes/Watson echo the House/Wilson dynamic (and general characterisation) which was, in fact, based on the Holmes/Watson in novels. Down to the nicking of things (food, clothing, the difference is not significant), the constant mothering (Wilson & Watson doing all the mothering that is) and the oh-so-awkward expressions of affection and concern from normally witty and annoyingly brilliant men. 

The fangirl! She sings! And Prances! In fields of gigantic sparkling flowers in a neverending meadow of multicoloured delight! 

YET WHY ARE EQUALLY CLEVER FANFICS SO HARD TO FIND!!!

So much slashing potential, surely some talented and tasteful writer out there has taken advantage of this. For Zark's sake, the brutal rape of primary character does not qualify as A Good Plot Device. Especially when awfully written. I did not come down this fine slashy path to read paragraph after paragraph of (completely out of character) sobbing and angst, not to mention some shockingly speedy recovery from the trauma in order for the aforementioned primary character to fall all into the throes of virginal lust (or love or indigestion, whatever you want to call it considering the thought that went into character development is just astoundingly lacking) with some other primary character.

This happens disgustingly often in the world of Snarry (since Death Eaters are baddies and Voldemort's mind is completely sprained in nasty ways and what other way to pass the time then to rape whomever is convenient for the fic's plot, or lack thereof. Also sometimes simply because Severus was such a mean SOB. And we all know that sons of bitches go around raping people to pass time, especially on slow weekend afternoons when there isn't any Quidditch on.)  

RANT. RAVE. ROAR. 

Also, I will do lots of nice, worshipful things to the feet of the person who can rec me a good (movie-verse or at least hints of) Holmes slashfic.  

Jan. 2nd, 2010


[info]x_cadillacblues

a decade, in retrospect part deux

2006

I stepped into Anglo-Chinese Junior College about ten minutes late for assembly on the first day because we east-siders completely underestimated the time we would take to traverse the country. I was also quite apprehensive because the people whom I knew from TKGS that had gotten into ACJC were Elia, Shagun and Jolene(?), who weren't exactly within my immediate circle of friends. But I made a choice; the desire to take Theatre Studies as an A Level subject veered me towards this route, after being rejected by VJC. During assembly, a huge emphasis was made on the "AC Spirit" and it struck me as another one of those mumbo-jumbo they spout to inject some semblance of enthusiasm for a new learning/social environment. The first week of school changed me. Having spent the last five years of secondary/middle school education in a setting that did not allow much for school spirit (Lodge and ISCT were too small, and I hadn't been in TKGS since Sec 1), the idea of accelerated bonding with twenty-odd unknown faces while we braved mud, sweat and starch, was quite foreign to me. So was the concept of a "mass rally". What I knew - or I thought I knew - about a mass rally came from the narrow perspective I'd developed from being exposed to too much American media. I can't remember the storyline - they have one every year, always about a world (ACJC) in danger, and hope being in the four clans to work together and save it - but I remember my OG was Birkettsville and my Lossehalin, or clan, was Kyofu. MY OGLs were Joshua Hiew (who I still talk to every now and then online), Daniel and Amanda. My JC life started with a bang. It made me love ACJC so much. Even after the release of the O Level results and I could try for VJC, much to the insistence of Claire, I didn't. I wanted to return to Red, Blue, Gold. Subject registration: ticked English Literature, Economics, Drama Elective Programme and Mathematics - all H2s. The straight Ds in Math was much to my chagrin however, because during university applications I realised I NEVER NEEDED TO TAKE MATH AT H2 LEVEL! I COULD HAVE STUCK TO H1 AND GOTTEN ONE MORE A! This was the year I returned to the land that had captured my heart and held on to it forever - South Africa. As part of ACSian Theatre's performance tour, we went as a group to eGoli, or Johannesburg. I had never gone to Johannesburg, or even a proper safari (seeing animals grazing on the mountainside on the way to school did not count as a "safari"). There, Entabeni left an impression on me so deep, I would never look at the stars in the sky the same way again, or breathe in the clear blue skies without thinking of the statuesque manner of the mountains against it. South Africa also led me to Timmy, and we both agreed Entabeni is a place we would have to revisit some time in our future.

2007

I played a more active role in school, straying away from what seemed to be a comfortable environment surrounded by drama people. I was selected as clan head for Orientation '07, a role that allowed me to forge close friendships with seven other amazing and beautiful individuals: Hussain Sayang, Juli Juli, Dwong, Bryan, Keekee, Steph, and Quanrong. This leadership position also compelled me to take more responsibility, both for myself and others serving alongside me. That week, I felt the AC Spirit like never before, and as we closed the five eventful days with resounding school cheers that reverberated across the field, I truly felt alive. What a fantastic start to the final year of formal education. It was definitely a time worth living for. Once Orientation was over, work started in full swing however. Our Drama A Level Practicum exam was in six months, and we had to declare pieces, confirm cast and paint the picture of our creative vision. My specialisation of Costume + Makeup spurred the insane M.A.C. shopping sprees I constantly found myself partaking in. It was also a very trying period, it being A Level year. juggling 4 H2s, one of them far surpassing the requirements of a normal H2. I think I panicked, hyperventilated, stressed, overstretched the most this year. But for every low, there was a high. I loved and was loved in return. Although many times I forgot to breathe, there was always that special someone to sustain me and be my oxygen. I experienced the trials and tribulations of a relationship, although I am quite contented with the 7-month-long honeymoon period we had. I visited the stage quite often too, with West Side Story being my last production as a member of ACSian Theatre, and showcasing our A Level group piece, Feeding The Armadillo, to the public. I even gave my very first public singing performance in Rock AC, supported by a fantastic group of friends. Even though it was a hellish road we had to travel on, I'm thankful for the people I'd been blessed with, people who till today, have affirmed their unmovable places in my heart. I also conquered my A Levels. Unfortunately, I was also diagnosed with depression; it seemed like I literally plunged to the deepest darkest abyss of existence - the change from my demeanor in JC was as startling as night and day. However, it marked the start of my journey towards finding God, and Salvation, with my first visit to Faith Methodist Church on Christmas morning.

2008

It was quite nerve-wrecking during the lull while waiting for the alphabets that will determine the rest of your life. I started off the year with my first Watchnight Service, and started missing school terribly in the days and weeks to come. The first of us to go was Elina, to pursue a rich theatre education experience at Melbourne's Victoria College of the Arts. The start of its school term was an insanely early February. Although I was sad to watch her go, in hindsight, she made a brilliant choice in going to VCA. She's doing splendidly well, loving every moment of being in Melbourne to do what she loves. She also found love. After being unemployed for the whole of January and most of February, I secured myself a position as Customer Service Associate at Borders, Wheelock Place. My first ever real job. I had to quickly grasp the ropes of shelving and inventory, and cashiering and passing audit. I also had to maneuver through the tricky waters of workplace politics. I'm just glad I survived. Not so much on the firm friends front, but I earned myself a good set of skills when it comes to handling people. First Valentine's Day that went beyond that first chocolate bar back in '01. The dreaded results slip found its way into my hands, a disappointing AABBD. After all the shit I'd gone through for DEP, I was not expecting a B at all. Well, what mattered was that those alphabets were more than enough to secure me a place in NTU's Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information to pursue a Bachelor (Hons.) in Communication Studies, a path that, although I doubt from time to time, feels right to me. 2008 also saw the passing of my beloved Nyai, without whom I wouldn't be the person I am today, still imbued with traces of Malay culture and, at irrational moments, superstition. She led a good long life, and I feel privileged to have been brought up by her. First ever holiday with Timmy to Phuket, Thailand. There was good and not-so-good. I'm still wishing for another holiday for Timmy to whisk me away from the roller coaster ride that is university. WKWSCIFOC'08 - another highlight of the year. Great fun, greater friends. Raviolis are the central core of my university social life, especially when the going gets tough amidst headache-inducing tutorials, assignments and group projects. The incredibly talented and oh-so-young Heath Ledger passed away this year too. A brilliant exit performance given with The Joker in The Dark Knight. I can't wait to see what he will thrill our hearts with in The Imaginarium Something-something. I also got my first laptop! Once you go Mac, you can't go back. First semester of university life was exciting, and surprisingly fuss-free. I got the modules I wanted, and the grades I yearned for. I was unsuccessful in cracking into first class though. Am still working hard at it - have managed to inch the numbers up this semester. All this I did - and survived - with my firm trust in my ever faithful God.

2009

I witnessed God's grace and awesome-ness at the start of the year - I started out with no electives, and ended up being rewarded with all the electives I'd initially wanted. I also tried new things - Journalism is not for me, experienced new projects - Spectrum was becoming a big pain in the butt, and made new friends - hello, exchange students! Sustained my first ever "major" injury during WKWSCIFOC'09. My walk with God was definitely not a stroll on the beach by the water's edge. I kept slipping in and out of my focus on Him to guide my path and take the wheel in my journey. There were times I appreciated in awe of His mightiness and glory, and there were times I fretted over a million and one things without turning to Him. I also reaffirmed my love-hate relationship with all things theatre due to my year-long stint as Producer for Paparazzi'09: The Concrete Skies. So. Much. Drama. But that is what draws us back time and again - the little bit of "excitement" we would like to think we live for, the fleeting moments of being extraordinary. I would like to say that 2009 was a good year, but I hesitate. It wasn't necessarily a great year. It was an out-of-this-world circus ride. There were many times I cried at the benches - a first for me, in terms of crying in public in CS. It doesn't usually happen for fear that news will spread through the minuscule school population like wildfire, and I don't like appearing vulnerable; momentary displays of weakness is never a good thing. I'm just thankful to God I survived, amidst financial problems that left me on the edge of despair, friendships that faced the danger of being on the rocks, and relationships that needed more communication.

Goals for the new year

1. Learn Spanish - I will be trilingual!
2. Take up dance again somehow, since my knee is much better and I miss it tremendously
3. Return to the stage as a castmember
4. Stretch myself vocally
5. Love those whom I find difficult to love

I am quite excited to experience what 2010 will bring. Hopefully, a better relationship, better friendships, better lifestyle. To love, and be loved in return.

[info]arakkon

onethousandtwohundredfourteen: GA GA OOH LA LA-

well so i planned on having a deliberately Anticlimatic Countdown with two people i love to bits but guess what?? it's true that when you expect nothing and just head into shit, you get everything. my Anticlimatic and quiet countdown plans turned into awesome ones 'cause i spent it with almost all the people i love most in this world. :D :D

sleepover at the legend with chiaplinn jan claire melo momo greg leon. 410ers and greg and leon, what more could you ask for? if i had in me i'd write a really long and thoughtful post about how this year's gone by, but i'm honest and lazy. just thinking

1. friends. i love my friends. old and new, from the 410ers (seriously, you guys are AMAZING and i will love you forever. be jealous, world) to people you find again like ian and ge and nadia that keep you grounded, sane people like rayshio and crazy soulmates like greg and leon that just make me so ridiculously happy and safe and fulfilled. this is enough, and far beyond anything i'd ever expected after that ordeal we call jc. i don't know what i've done to deserve you or what i even DO for you guys, but please never go away. <3

2. family. i don't even need to write about this, it's all in my head.

3. PLANS. life is full of endless promise and i'm definitely going to milk the hell out of it. ALRIGHT TUSCAN VILLA + GREEK ISLAND, MY FRIENDS AND I ARE COMING TO GET U

that's not v many thoughts but i guess the rest don't seem to matter as much now. tmr's my 'party' at greg's, then the night after is 410 day at the legend. looooove :D

on a less profound note: CHIAPLINN'S CRAZY PHOTOS, and bad romance is going to rule 2010. take my word for it, people. i'm a prophet when it comes to these things.

Jan. 1st, 2010


[info]x_cadillacblues

a decade, in retrospect

And so it is the end of a decade, one that molded me into the person I am today - imperfections, disproportions and all. The start of 2010 shall not be marked by resolutions - I hardly ever keep them - but in retrospect will I journey back through the first decade of the new millennium.

2000

My time in primary school was drawing to a close with the impending PSLE looming ahead. Several people had been worried that the passing of my mother the year before would affect my performance in school. Instead, I made a vow to myself that I would work so hard that I would be able to land myself in my mother's alma mater, Tanjong Katong Girls' School. I more than just "made it". I scored 3 A*'s, with an A in Science, and a Distinction in Higher Mother Tongue (to this day I am amazed at how quickly my grasp of Malay Literature had eroded over the years), awarding myself with an aggregate of 262. I remember how TKGS wasn't "good enough" for my father, further emphasised when he saw the form that allowed me to apply to Raffles Girls' School. To appease him, I decided to apply to RGS, invalidating my application to TKGS as my first choice. Never have I been so happy to get a rejection. However, the fields of green would have to wait; my dad got an offer from Singapore Airlines to manage the station in Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia. With the application to save a space for me in TKGS signed and sealed, we packed our bags and headed for the island of Borneo.

2001

I was enrolled in Lodge International School - the preference of a British/Cambridge syllabus over an Australian one. I got my first taste of a global education. The classes were so small that each level was one whole class. It went Grade 1, Grade 2, Grade 3 and so forth. I landed in Grade 7 and Nurul in Grade 5. This was also where I got my first contact with angmoh boys. There were several in my class. The rest of the class was mainly made up of Asian expatriates, or rich Malaysians, or Malaysians who'd been living overseas prior. It was also a period of typical girl crushes, with possibly sprinklings of amateur "flirting" thrown in along the way. My first Valentine's Day chocolate was given by a boy called Muhammad Rahmat - Mo for short. He and I had a weird friendship, and not necessarily in a bad way. His uncle was the Chief Minister of Sarawak, making him Exhibit A of the Rich Malaysians category. My goodness, he was chauffeured to school by an angmoh driver in an awesome shiny black four wheel drive. He also enjoyed calling me Singapore Airlines, and had a bizarre affinity for airplane food. My family and I lived in Village Grove Condominium, and as I frequented the pool, I also learnt how to swim, made possible by the maid bringing us to the deep end one day. I also remember a colony of bees that decided one fine morning to make the piping outside my bedroom window their home. I never drew open the curtains for at least a month, until the hive had been completely removed by the pest control unit. I also discovered makeup. Our time in Kuching would not go beyond December, however. After the disaster of 9/11, the airline industry suffered a tremendous blow, and in a race against plummeting sales and revenue, costs had to be cut. The Kuching station had to be closed. It was then announced we would move to Cape Town, South Africa.

2002

My first view of the Mother City from the airplane window was of vast green plains and sparkling cerulean waters. My first thought probably was, 'Wow, there's so much open space!' And then I saw Table Mountain with its layer of white chiffon revealing glimpses of the mountain top, and I was amazed. Table Mountain had a plateaued peak, hence its name. Our home for the next two years was gently nestled on the slope of Table Mountain in the mostly-expatriate-and-bordering-on-touristy area of Camps Bay. The Atlantic Ocean greeted me from my bedroom window every morning. I had pleasant neighbours, with whom I grew close to in the later part of the year. The International School of Cape Town was where I would be studying; it also had a Cambridge syllabus, and offered IGCSEs, AS Levels and A Levels. Again a tiny close-knit community. The school building, which used to be a hotel complete with chandeliers and sinks in each room, could house students from the Primary School all the way to the matric students in their final year of formal education. Because Nurul and I were able to skip a grade after taking the proficiency tests, we found that we were the youngest in our respective classes. Even then, the coursework was more than easily manageable. I have never scored so many As in Mathematics in a single school year before. I took up tennis - and loved it, even when many a time the balls went over the net, over the fence, and dangerously close to the swimming pool. (YES MY SCHOOL HAD TENNIS COURTS AND A SWIMMING POOL AND A BEAUTIFUL GARDEN! It even had its own family of "gooses"). This is also the year that sparked my passion for theatre. That year's production was The Importance of Being Earnest. Too shy to try out for an acting role, I joined the crew as a prompter. Basically, I prompt whenever someone forgot a line. That also marked the expansion of my social circle. You see, ISCT also had its cliques, and the seemingly "cooler" and "more interesting" people were the ones involved in theatre. After that, people like Andreas Riegel, Jo Cordner, Thomas Dreyfus, and Ben Stevenson-Wright were saying "Hi!" to me. The guys even did the whole kiss-on-the-cheek-to-greet thing! So many good-looking angmoh boys I tell you. This was also the year I became a proud momma to two beautiful and adorable kittens, Tyger and Sheena. Tyger was a grey tabby with white socks, and Sheena had a shiny black coat with white socks and a white tummy. I loved it when they slept in my bed; it's like having a hot water bottle underneath the covers during those cold nights.

2003

Nurul and I both earned our very own cell phones. Nokia 8310, I think, and it was considered pretty new back then in Cape Town. Although I think Cape Town was just a wee bit slow. Going into Form Four, we had to choose subjects for IGCSEs, and that was when the class started to split. Although I had adored every minute of Art, spending Monday afternoons in the Art Studio while waiting for Nurul to finish dance, I decided to choose Music, even though I did not have any music theory background. That proved disastrous during the mid-terms. In retrospect, I should have stuck with Art. My techniques were developing nicely, and Ms Cameron was the loveliest teacher one could have. Other choices included French (vs. Afrikaans) and Biology (vs. Environmental Studies) in addition to the core subjects like English Language and Literature and Math. I joined netball, but began ditching practice for the year's production, The Musical Comedy Murders of 1940, hopping on board once again as prompter. Saw the same faces, but the director was an alumni, who had graduated the year before. Clare, her name was. I became quite close to the theatre group of people, some of them even striking conversation with me in between classes. So many good-looking angmoh boys I tell you. However, I only cared for one and his name was Lenny Rojas. He was two grades above me, and he was awesome. He was funny, caring, sweet and I had such a hopeless crush on him. I remember one morning we were late for school (which occurred pretty often) and I was mad at my dad for... something. I was already missing half of homeroom and was scrambling up the back stairs. Lenny popped up at the top of the staircase and said "Good Morning!" in that delightfully cheerful voice of his. I barely managed to choke out a "Hi". He saw that I was upset, grabbed me by my shoulders, and pulled me in a warm comforting hug that didn't seem to end. It was as though time stood still, and I wasn't late for homeroom, and I didn't have lessons to rush to. After what seemed like an eternity, he pulled back, looked into my eyes and kissed me. Okay, so it was on the forehead, BUT IT MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! Needless to say, I was in a daze that whole day. I also remember dreary mornings when Music was our first lesson and we had to work on our compositions and Lenny would come down (Form Six students had a lot of study breaks due to the fewer subjects they took) and entertain me, taking away my attention from the jumbled mess of sharps and flats on the score sheet in front of me. I think we grew pretty close that year. We would have pleasant conversations in the garden as we tried to disguise our walks as part of his recess prefect patrols. I think it was pretty obvious to people I had a crush on him. What to do, I'm an open book.

I have so many more wonderful reminiscences of the most close-to-perfect two years I have ever had, that it would take forever to recount them all. So many firsts Cape Town had given me: first movie outing with friends, first singing performance, first taste of frozen yoghurt (Marcel's ftw!), first crush, first pets, first snake and scorpion encounter, first winter, first live concert (I stood up for more than 12 hours at this super long concert that featured Usher, P. Diddy and Alicia Keys), first real best friend. I WOULD LIKE TO REWIND NOW, THANKSVERYMUCH. Sadly, 9/11 delivered a more long-lasting blow than people thought. We had to move back because Singapore Airlines was carrying out its retrenchment exercises, and my dad was being replaced by a middle-aged bachelor with no additional family expenses to burden the company with. And so I bid the best two years of my life goodbye.

2004

Well, I did get my initial wish of getting into my mother's alma mater. However, because I didn't take Secondary Three subjects in Singapore as part of the O Level course, I had to repeat Secondary Three instead of being allowed to advance to the final year of Secondary School. It would be the start of numerous questions and baffled reactions I'd get whenever someone noticed the discrepancy between my age and my level of education. I unknowingly landed myself in a class that had been given the stigma of the "hopeless last class" due to my desire to take Pure Literature, and 3/9 was the only class in the entire level to offer that in the class combination. Being in the "last class" did have its perks, however. The pace of study wasn't a frantic rush like how the Triple Science classes were conducted, and the people I surrounded myself with were unique and amazing in their own right. I also had a very competent A Math teacher, Mrs Geh, and a remarkable Social Studies/History teacher by the name of Miss Hamidah. She had a distinctive character trait of never calling any of us by our names, but instead, by our register numbers, and in my two years at TKGS, she had only been wrong twice. She also had an eclectic fashion sense, with her wardrobe mostly consisting of bright, attention-grabbing colours. I did pretty well that year. My starting L1R5 after the first examinations was 20, and it continued to drop all the way to O Levels. I also saw my favourite band, HANSON, in concert for the very first time, in Jakarta. I was in awe the entire time because I couldn't believe they were performing right in front of me. HANSON's music symbolises a very carefree time and I loved that. This was also the year Lenny got sent to Iraq after he had signed on to the US Marines upon the completion of his AS Levels. It marked a huge shift in the dynamics of our friendship, to the point where I don't know who he is anymore other than a soldier, a husband and a father.

2005

O Level year! Initially I had wanted to drop Biology because I wasn't doing well in it. Mr Peh was a very encouraging man, also with his own special idiosyncrasies (he loved plants so much we could predict what the Prelim lab practical was going to be), and he told me to stick to Biology because he believed I could get an A1 in the end because I was consistently hardworking. My goal that year was to enter Victoria Junior College, a goal I shared with Claire, a friend I had gotten pretty close to during the O Level period, but unfortunately drifted away from during the JC years. Our numerous study and stayover sessions were filled with notes-sharing, question-predicting, and answer-drafting. My Prelim results did not deem me good enough to gain entrance to my first choice however, thus clearing the path for me to head to Anglo-Chinese Junior College, a very rewarding turn of events, now looking back.

Second half of the decade to be continued...

Dec. 31st, 2009


[info]edlynng

Ditz moment 32549283598349583498509348

Alyssa: Yah i very tired...this morning had Riding lessons
Me: Hah? You learning how to ride horse ah?
Alyssa: MOTORBIKE LAH.

Dec. 30th, 2009


[info]seramin

with all my love



rest well, sammy.

271209, 1335.

Dec. 29th, 2009


[info]undetected_code

semester 2!

raaaaaaaaaaaaaaar. module bidding.
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaar. yin ling why don''t your login details work. :( how to bid for you liddat. :(

[info]arakkon

onethousandtwohundredthirteen: this time maybe i'll be bulletproof.

back from long day out with ian and ge. picked up the september issue from hmv. played l4d2, had great soup and a long talk. the good things keep coming these days, don't you love AMAZING friends for keeps ;D

[info]twistmyass

Cashback

Cashback

One of the movies that i won't mind watching the second time.
The film was narrated in a very interesting way, love some of the techniques used in this film. 

Brilliant script!


Once upon a time, I wanted to know what love was. 
Love is there when you want it to be.
You just have to see that it's wrapped in beauty and hidden away in between the seconds of your life.
If you don't stop for a minute, you might miss it.

Dec. 28th, 2009


[info]x_cadillacblues

and you can see my heart beating

First off, it's called Singapore Idol, not Singapore's Best Singer, so if the so-called better singer doesn't win - too bad. Secondly, I think it's the marketing team's fault for trying to shove "Will the next Singapore Idol be a female?" and "Vote for talent" campaigns that always follow the result shows whenever a female contestant gets the axe, down our throats; it turns people off. Thirdly, Sezairi got more votes because he's more likable to the people who would actually reach for their phones to vote, no matter what their background or socio-economic status. And fourthly, how can you say Mediacorp/Singapore Idol is "unfair" and "racist" and "sexist" because Sezairi emerged the winner, when throughout the whole season, they've been angling their publicity campaigns towards the crowning of a female Singapore Idol?

All the unnecessary Internet Drama. *rolls eyes*

One day to the first batch of exchange peeps jetting off.
Two days to Year 2 Semester 1 results.
Three days to Young Adult Parish Party article deadline.
Four days to the start of 2010.


Oh how am I looking forward to it all.

On another note, Avatar was beyond mind-blowing. I loved the visually-arresting images that my eyes could feast on, the calming lull of the Na'vi people joining together in harmony with nature in their Eywa-championing anthem, and the raw emotions that surfaced when it seemed that a part of you gets ripped out from your very core as I've seen recurring whenever the Na'vi people witnessed more destruction of their planet.

I would like very much to live on this brilliantly-coloured Planet Pandora, with its lush dreamscape filled with kaleidoscopic flora and fauna (without the catastrophic presence of the mercenary former marines, thank you very much), and soar through the skies with my very own Ikran which, through the bond of a neural connection, a rider can travel with apparent effortlessness with. It seems that this movie has left behind an impression so deep, it'll probably eclipse the next few movies I watch. Yes, even possibly, I'm afraid, Sherlock Holmes with Robert Delicious Jr.

Also, Christmas is virtually over. Time to change the Userpics.
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[info]tzeee

So much for a composed farewell

Few minutes ago while I was standing outside the condominium waiting for [info]cheenapok  to come, I stood on the pavement and started breathing in deeply. Inhalation after inhalation. I wanted to imprint the scent of home in my mind, to take it with me when I leave. Deep breaths after deeper breaths. It felt like I was drinking in the air around me, I wanted to remember I wanted to keep. I must have been a funny sight, a lone girl, her hair tumbling till her waist, looking up and inhaling so deep her shoulders were in dramatic rise and fall, rise and fall.

Now I'm in my bed, my eyes scratchy and swollen after a huge bawling out. Who was I kidding in my previous post. I am not ready to leave. I clenched fabrics of bedsheets in my fists, not believing that on the very next night, it won't be the same bed that I will be sleeping on. I took mental photographs after mental photographs of the walls of my room, my wardrobe, the desk, the spring green walls, the panel wood floors. And then the tears came, fast and furious and fierce. I need to get a grip of myself, I know. But it's my last night at home for a long time, I can't help but give in to emotional irrationality. I am, a really really really fiercely family/home kind of girl. This is hard for me, it is goddamn excruciating. Where the hell is the good in goodbye?

In less than 5 hours, I will be at the airport. Right now, I just want to sob till I feel spent.

Dec. 27th, 2009


[info]restlessplague

Art of Giving and Receiving

If a gift was truly a gift and if giving was truly giving,
there should be no strings attached.
No expectations of anything in return.
If not, disappointment is sure to follow.
Even the most basic expectation
of a "thank you" is still an expectation.
One is to express appreciation out of courtesy
but is not obliged to do so.
No one will do as they are expected.
Do not give hoping to attach puppet strings
and therefore attempt to manipulate a desired reaction.

So give only when you can and so desire.
Do not give when you know you will expect reciprocation.
It is not being selfish, it's about maintaining happiness.

On the flip side, receive with caution.
Do not receive when you know there are strings attached.
Do show basic appreciation, it reflects well on you.
Do as you're expected if you know what it is
and if it does not infringe on your happiness or principles.

Most of all, clear a "kindness" debt as soon as you can,
it will save you a lot of trouble as "interest" always compounds.
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[info]tzeee

The Good in Goodbye

Sometimes when you're caught up in the frantic rush of preparations, the magnitude of what's going to happen tends to slips into oblivion for awhile. But minutes ago as I stood up and shut the flap of the luggage, glanced at the conspicuously emptier wardrobe, it hits like a sucker punch in the gut- I'm leaving home for 6 months, tomorrow.

I could go on and on about how I will miss my family, my friends, the food, wax poetry about the emotions that ebb in me as I go about everything that I do today, with everyone I met recently, with an awareness that it may very well be the last time, for six months. I could, but it seems melodramatic to be composing an ode to a departure that is only temporal and rather dismissive in length when compared to people who are studying abroad. So I shall not.

But as I sit here, listening to old Jay Chou songs on Youtube (due to a sudden inexplicable impulse), I remember walking through pavements lined with cluttered shops, ground damp with the lingerings of afternoon rain, the painfully homely scent of chrysanthemums and incense weaving all around me. Men in loose white undershirts loafed around, selling wares in an unmistakable Hokkien drawl, the citrusy smell of oranges shot through air, and the street lamps that cast auburn halos around heads of people as they speak in a comfortable jumble of English and Mandarin.

My mother's brew of noxious medicinal tea that she forces down my throat every other week, the familiar jingle of keys and shuffle of steps at the front door to indicate my daddy's home from work, my brother and his massive energy to annoy the hell out of me. Friends that are a call away, dinners at an old favorite hawker haunt, sunlight filtering through the drapes onto my favorite off-white bed linens, the rumble of the train from my bedroom window.

Everything that I usually dismiss or overlook any other day, everything seem to be thrown in stark sharp relief today.

It's an adventure, it's excitement, it's an opportunity. I'll be on my own for the next six months, in a foreign country that I don't belong. The only comforting factor lies in the two close friends that are going with me. It's undeniably exciting, the city of Seattle, the University of Washington, and all the cities we are planning to visit. Los Angeles, San Franciso, Las Vegas, wherever. There are moments when I feel like I cannot wait, breathless with anticipation. There are also moments where I cannot bear to leave, heartstrings tugging painfully. Today, the latter dominates.

Home is after all, where the heart is. I am undeniably a Singaporean girl at heart, even with my pathetic grasp of Mandarin and westernized thinking. I'll be blogging from a very different place, 20 hours from now.

Goodbye Singapore. Hello, America.

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